Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Rain, starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

but i respect your search

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

really i want the internet

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Style

hiding from the rain

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

plato

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

feel you

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

like first name

isaac

i want to do that too

god being the centre magnet

isaac newton

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying