sorry i am texting like a slav
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
you cannot feed someone truth
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
like magnets
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i understand
its good
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
have you read
as in
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i want to do that too
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
all that is to say
division of reality is straying away from it
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
fw