She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

is this you as well

yeah

so the method has to be autonomous

its performative

not their contents

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its good short few pages

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i was tempted to lie about my name

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

as in

you cannot feed someone truth

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

much more tactility

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

bro i read nothing in my life

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it