we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

propensity within someone

i really havent

send link

i want to do that too

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

we need to be deconstructing our identities

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

no i haven't really read anything

Slug

like magnets

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

whats your name?

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

as in

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

you cannot feed someone truth

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

division of reality is straying away from it

we can only engage in such a way

like first name

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

what do you think my name is

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now