all that is to say

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Rain, starting

currently

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

in a post. I want to be remembered

Today I felt like starting

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so an active mazelike process

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

"Put a blanket."

division of reality is straying away from it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

you cannot feed someone truth

yeah

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03