with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
brb i will read and reply sincerely
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
i see a website
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
its good short few pages
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.ahnaf abrar
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Today I felt like starting
isaac
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now