i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

no longer writing in the third person

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

13, H, grate

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die. 

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idk

we can only engage in such a way

i was tempted to lie about my name

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so the method has to be autonomous

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

no i haven't really read anything

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models