i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

ion

not their contents

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i was tempted to lie about my name

i understand

you cannot feed someone truth

all that is to say

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

we need to be deconstructing our identities

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

feel you

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

no i haven't really read anything

like first name

its performative

plato

isaac newton

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

magnetisation/form

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

division of reality is straying away from it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

thank you

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Can I see

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

wait what is that

was it worth it

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it