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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

wait what is that

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

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It Will Get Lighter

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

we can only engage in such a way

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

lol

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i have read not even 1 book

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

autonomy of learning

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

really i want the internet

lol yea

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like first name

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.