I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Style

Today I felt like starting

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

no longer writing in the third person

Better Lift

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

idk

so the method has to be autonomous

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

its good

i dont understand magnetisation

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

December 2025

was it worth it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

ion

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class