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what do you think my name is

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

god being the centre magnet

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

we can only engage in such a way

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

and the fake qualifier

magnetises a pin

division of reality is straying away from it

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i understand

like magnets

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i love it here

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

isaac newton

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Rain, starting

in a post. I want to be remembered

hiding from the rain

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

as in

plato