i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah

so at the end

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its good short few pages

autonomy of learning

i have read not even 1 book

bro i read nothing in my life

yeah

like first name

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ion

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

lol

i really havent

"Put a blanket."

all that is to say

have you read

its performative

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.