ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

isaac newton

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

December 2025

Thank you, Jack


but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

yes

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

it is hopeful

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

lol

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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its good

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them