autonomy of learning
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
really i want the internet
Lift Analysis
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
so an active mazelike process
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
its good
it is hopeful
but really the thing should be autonomous
i understand
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them