We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

"Put a blanket."

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

...

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

2 (actually index). two is company

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

...

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:


i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine


or never left

barren land

the site i am dreaming


way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it