something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
Better Lift
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
no longer writing in the third person
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
so the method has to be autonomous
you cannot feed someone truth
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
magnetises a pin
as in
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
i understand
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak