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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

like first name

yeah

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i was tempted to lie about my name

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

plato

was it worth it

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

is this you as well

and the fake qualifier

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

not their contents

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

all that is to say

really i want the internet

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

its performative