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13, H, grate

no longer writing in the third person

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


brb i will read and reply sincerely

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me


It Will Get Lighter

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Style

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

as in

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

god being the centre magnet