Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

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in a post. I want to be remembered

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

propensity within someone

we can only engage in such a way

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its good short few pages

division of reality is straying away from it

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its performative

lol