this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i really havent

like first name

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

as in

magnetisation/form

fw

ahnaf abrar

propensity within someone

its performative

I am below everything.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

is this you as well

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

you cannot feed someone truth

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

IWGD

abrar?

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

so an active mazelike process

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

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