the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
its performative
you cannot feed someone truth
i have read not even 1 book
much more tactility
division of reality is straying away from it
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
ahnaf abrar
i really havent
feel you
autonomy of learning
yeah
so an active mazelike process
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
lol
we need to be deconstructing our identities
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
what do you think my name is
no like which do people call me
like first name
thank you
have you read
like magnets
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
the site i am dreaming
wait what is that
send link
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books