with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
yes
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
in a post. I want to be remembered
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
fw
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
sorry i am texting like a slav
December 2025