Worse Lift

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

that looks like my instagram account

idk

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

is everyoneback on tumblr now

have you read

and the fake qualifier

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

division of reality is straying away from it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

magnetisation/form

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

plato

what do you think my name is

lol

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

no like which do people call me

its good

its good

is this you as well

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

isaac

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

as in

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.