with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Rain, starting

currently

it is hopeful

but i respect your search

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Better Lift

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