I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you cannot feed someone truth

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

It Will Get Lighter

propensity within someone

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

ahnaf abrar

not their contents

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i love it here

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like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

But seriously, thank you, Jack

we need to be deconstructing our identities