Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
not their contents
so an active mazelike process
so the method has to be autonomous
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
division of reality is straying away from it
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
but really the thing should be autonomous
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
you have a beautiful account btw
you cannot feed someone truth
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49