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i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

you cannot feed someone truth

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

plato

we can only engage in such a way

or never left

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

feel you

i have read not even 1 book

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i want to do that too

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

what do you mean

so an active mazelike process

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life