I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me. The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

currently

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Thank you, Jack

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall. 

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Better Lift

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.