December 2025

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

was it worth it

magnetisation/form

I Write Goodbye Letter

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

isaac

and the fake qualifier

plato

bro i read nothing in my life

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged


I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

whats your name?

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

have you read

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?


you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

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that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

but i respect your search

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

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