I Write Goodbye Letter
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
Lift Analysis
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge
management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to
set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into
real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.
Like the tide, it comes in
and it washes
over the beach. It's beautiful. But
like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing
anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a
kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation.
He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my
words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At
least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a
lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah
blah blah.
which magnetises chains of pins
no like which do people call me
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully
and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
sorry i am texting like a slav
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
what do you think my name is
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
