you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

division of reality is straying away from it

all that is to say

so the method has to be autonomous

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

your feed looks like my tumblr

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

as in

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

that looks like my instagram account

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

propensity within someone

send link

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

wait what is that


so at the end

much more tactility

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

I Write Goodbye Letter

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Lift Analysis

and the fake qualifier

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression