the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Thank you, Jack

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I am below everything.

so the method has to be autonomous

lol

that looks like my instagram account

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate


Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

autonomy of learning

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

your feed looks like my tumblr

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

division of reality is straying away from it

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

god being the centre magnet

like magnets

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i see a website

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


propensity within someone

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

so an active mazelike process

and the fake qualifier