After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Better Lift

hiding from the rain

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

as in

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.


2 (actually index). two is company

Thank you, Jack

Another Frenchman pushes through the crowd to join him. He's an events organiser who I'd met earlier, and he's holding a large box wrapped in a bin bag. They're the fireworks he'd smuggled in from France the night before. They're Industrial Grade, whatever that means for fireworks.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.


It Will Get Lighter

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

Lift Analysis


propensity within someone

IWGD

Pimlico Rats

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

what do you think my name is

It Will Get Lighter

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

you cannot feed someone truth

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.