I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

13, H, grate

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
        13       |
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            H   |
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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Today I felt like starting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


in a post. I want to be remembered

I am below everything.

it is hopeful

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Picture

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03