Rain, starting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

bro i read nothing in my life

isaac newton

lol yea

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

propensity within someone

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

ahnaf abrar

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

what do you think my name is

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

so the method has to be autonomous

we can only engage in such a way

i love it here