FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

you have a beautiful account btw

division of reality is straying away from it

so an active mazelike process

really i want the internet

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

all that is to say

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Can I see

Thank you, Jack

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

but really the thing should be autonomous

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

I am below everything.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

so at the end

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

we can only engage in such a way

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless? 

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