but really the thing should be autonomous

god being the centre magnet

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

no longer writing in the third person

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Better Lift

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Lift Analysis

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Today I felt like starting

It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

really i want the internet

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt


Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

13, H, grate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59