After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Rain, starting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so the method has to be autonomous

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

so an active mazelike process

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somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

all that is to say

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

It Will Get Lighter

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever