no longer writing in the third person

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i love it here

whats your name?

abrar?

sorry i am texting like a slav

i really havent

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

the site i am dreaming

i want to do that too

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

god being the centre magnet

bro i read nothing in my life

i was tempted to lie about my name

plato

ahnaf abrar

December 2025

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yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

feel you

was it worth it

i understand

which magnetises chains of pins

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

i have read not even 1 book

its good

like first name

It Will Get Lighter

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Lift Analysis

this will be about a slug

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given