Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


in a post. I want to be remembered

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes. 

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They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

was it worth it

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

i have read not even 1 book

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

fw

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

but i respect your search

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

13, H, grate

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

idk