One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

thank you

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I am below everything.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

It Will Get Lighter


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
part of an old note. It will get lighter.