the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

autonomy of learning

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

but really the thing should be autonomous

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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Rain, starting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

hiding from the rain

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

brb i will read and reply sincerely


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

in a post. I want to be remembered

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