there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
autonomy of learning
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
isaac
plato
December 2025
and the fake qualifier
was it worth it
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.The studio designs some piece of media to perpetuate the marketable concept of Real London, while the real London is hollowed out by hollow bankers or whatever. Not pulling on that thread. But the yuppies don't mind because they're free to iterate on Real London without any competition from real London because it's too concerned with its slow eradication. And there's nice flats to live in now or whatever. The yuppies can begin to inhabit their Real London.
we can only engage in such a way
hiding from the rain
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos