i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

sorry i am texting like a slav

isaac

what do you mean

we can only engage in such a way

division of reality is straying away from it

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i love it here

no i haven't really read anything

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so the method has to be autonomous

yeah

i have read not even 1 book

or never left

we need to be deconstructing our identities

barren land

have you read

like first name

bro i read nothing in my life

i really havent

It Will Get Lighter

yeah

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

ion

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

much more tactility

...

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

2 (actually index). two is company

this will be about a slug

like magnets

i dont understand magnetisation

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things