"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

in a post. I want to be remembered

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Style

Better Lift

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Today I felt like starting

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

its good short few pages

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

isaac

no i haven't really read anything

what do you think my name is

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

December 2025

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

It Will Get Lighter

no like which do people call me

Worse Lift

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

yeah

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

like magnets

it is hopeful

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.