was it worth it

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

i was tempted to lie about my name

magnetises a pin

ion

hello reader,

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i dont understand magnetisation

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

as in

which magnetises chains of pins

and the fake qualifier

"Put a blanket."
  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

idk

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

in a post. I want to be remembered

It Will Get Lighter

its good short few pages

is this you as well

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

was it worth it

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

and the fake qualifier

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class