think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

division of reality is straying away from it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

plato

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

what do you mean

abrar?

no like which do people call me

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

much more tactility

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

is everyoneback on tumblr now

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

idk

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

your feed looks like my tumblr

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i was tempted to lie about my name

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

wait what is that