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we need to be deconstructing our identities

like magnets

what do you mean

fw

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

we can only engage in such a way

its performative

i understand

no like which do people call me

as in

not their contents

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

is this you as well

like first name

ahnaf abrar

i have read not even 1 book

ion

feel you

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think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Style

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.