this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

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a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

division of reality is straying away from it

yeah

so at the end

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

abrar?

It's

dusk

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

what do you mean

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

plato

lol yea

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I am below everything.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

its good

i understand

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

your feed looks like my tumblr

propensity within someone

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

its performative