all that is to say

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Lift Analysis

but really the thing should be autonomous

no i haven't really read anything

but i respect your search

Thank you, Jack

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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December 2025

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

as in

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

barren land

i am quite illiterate on producing technology